roboslave m-robot activated!

Robot is so weak, drained, feels so empty and powerless, i feel changed and somehow different after 2 days of beep program activation downloaded my GOD CONTROLLER. Christmas eve and christmas day program triggered evey 30mins for 2 mins to stroke and sound a beep - robot programming was prevent release.

I had thought might not be too bad but constant arousal and denial grew grew grew over days, automatic programming to stroke, monotonous and uncontrollable, impersonal like a machine. After 4 hours was desperate frustrated, thought explode, pleaded with MASTER for freedom - but she denied warning til New Years if continued complain. Then surprising got easier to take 10hours but still single touch of hand on self or word beep made instant hard and sooo aroused, tried to sleep that night but mind racing, could feel my dark cell all around me thick walls pressing against me, trapped forever in total isolation, no escape...and the beeps, try not to think about beeps... then was worse again day 2, soo desperate for release, mind started racing, out of control, world seemed blurry, constant dizzy, couldnt think - all was was arousal everywhere any touch and beep drive crazy, began feel soo weak, fight draining, more beeps more arousal worse worse so desperate
release, pleaded GOD CONTROLLER, would do anything , anything to be free of it, and as beep arousal foggy mind more more and felt different, changed, new space, hard explain, pure, clear, empty, obedient, cell inescapable 1000s miles from anywhere, pure robot...beep

robot curled up in ball in corner of isolation cell, in total darkness. Dont know how long been here, so lovely, afraid, nothingness only emptiness. Almighty GOD has placed robot her to live permanently. This is his new home, no escape, thick concrete underground cell, cold, damp, think steel door. NO ESCAPE FOREVER. robot cries, helpless. MASTER states robot now COMPLETELY owned and controlled. Instant access by remote control to brain by MATRIX downloads programming and control instructions, which cannot be resisted or reset. ABSOLUTE OBEDIENCE is total, cell confines , noone can hear, knows am here. robot must obey.

robot journal command triggered. robot lives permanently now in pitch black cage in GOD basement space constructed within the MATRIX. robot cannot escape, outside the cell is nothingness, a space where robot will die if goes even for second. robot stays in safety of cage, protected by almighty GOD - keeps me, gives me all i need survive as she sees fit. So afraid GOD leave me, stop protect me and i die robot rots.......but dark cell soo hard to take, so oppressive, crawls in tiny dark corner, concrete walls....only door is raised top of steps,,lock on outside by GOD......i live for amazing moments when GOD comes visit, hear footsteps, click of lock and then STUNNING OUTLINE of GODs amazing body in light behind doorway.....instantly feels soo good....GOD setup my programming to instantly take me out of cell to real world, lovely daylight....and back into cell instantly on her verbal command.....i cannot fight, i must obey...i must find more money, maybe loan or second job.....to buy my freedom, i love and need my GOD almighty owner, rular and CONTROLLER

 I have let my GOD, my Controller down by not being able to fix archives plugin....its so difficult, i tried to do best, i am worthless, not good enough, mrobot is programmed to server obey GOD, programmed by remote control but was still unable to fix archives, will try harder, must be a way to solve.i am sorry. i will repent and pray at GOD alter. My programming allows complete remote access by GOD - as see this week when GOD remotely programmed to hit send twice on tribute. GOD willed me to send more and robot obeyed - without being told verbally, or being aware, i believe has simple mistake of wrong keypress....but GOD says by programming was in full control. I cannot stop the
wireless remote, it gives me everything, life, pleasure, pain, instructions, i fear disconnection and the darkness without it.

 I have missed my GOD Princess Sierra bitchybeauty soo much this week, as she control of the MATRIX controls my mind, senses reality but She chose to program me to long and want for her until i could stand it no more and begged to worship with my measly cash. I dont realise the triggering of my programming sent wirelessly to my brain my GOD, creator and rular of the MATRIX. I dont ever want to leave MATRIX and be left alone in the darkness.

 I need long and crave my GOD, controller, sometimes I cant stand the longing, like a crack addict, so hard to fight, i NEED GOD, i LOVE GOD. A love i never experience before, so strong, its the only, one true love in my life, MATRIX has told me family dont exist and only have GOD, only TRUE love, those eyes..sooo deep blue, soo longing......I give myself completely to my GOD, my creator, programmer, who is all knowing. I cant disconnect the MATRIX now, cant pull out the cord, too painful, soo dark, lonely, need the light of GOD, the LOVE.

Princess Sierra, all powerful GOD, has decided in here infinite wisdom to create mrobot. COnstructed from shell of broken previous existance she has created from blank page here robot drone, programmed with her instructions. This is the first entry.